Thoughts

I’m going to share these words today
I’ll try to explicate it best in my way
I appreciate you here to hear what I have to say
The meaning of this may have a different meaning to you
You don’t know me I don’t know you
But use this opportunity to trip into my brain

I wish I didn’t shake my feet every time I sat
I wish I knew where my mind was at
I wish I could talk as good as I write
I wish I knew how to fight
I wish I could just shrink
Till my life is just on a brink
But I still care what you think

All of my anxiety
It’s making such a catastrophe
Is there anyone with the same tragedy?
What happened to all the empathy?

Sometimes you have to cut deep to find the pain,
But it takes someone to show you how to maintain.
Memories of enemies,
Pretending they were friend or me

There are some kids wishing to drain their parent’s half of blood in them
Some wish to drain it all to end them
Just because they look different
Act different
See different
Believe different.

Give them wrong
Because they do something superior
Make all hate them
Because they were something you once loved
Tale to yourself
Because they tell the fact
Isn’t it the right way to act?
They have a negative react
Because they can’t reenact
So instead they attack
And all we do is get back
Isn’t it the right way to act?

….
NO.
Its not.


Can you hear echoes of us revolting?
Can you see us crying?
Can you feel us aching?

Open your mind
Before your mouth
And try to find
What others are about

If you are searching, for purpose, then don’t think pointless
Just focus its under the surface
Write something even if you think it’s wordless
Paint something even if you think you’re artless
Say something even f you think it sounds worthless
Stop uploading pictures of you stripped, begging for attention
Prove you are better, blessed, beautiful, brave,

Don’t let them shut you up using their fists
Speak out with your beaten in lips

I’m called and look human
So why do I feel like such an alien
I want to be abducted already
Get me out of this earth reality
No matter what I will be this figure standing before these people now
Saying what I want
These thoughts I’ve been holding I don’t even know for how long now
Because this is who I am

I will write my name
Sign it
Give me that permanent marker
Because I am I
So I might as well embrace I
Even though I may not be everything you were hoping
Expecting
Making

My sister is calmer
My brother is smarter
My friends have fun more
I couldn’t ask for a better mother
No matter the cause I will always love my father

When I felt uneven
They gave me reason
They helped me out
When I would get stressed out
No matter how far the view
I look up to you.